And to celebrate my daughter's 9th month birthday I received this....
The final sketch of Quinn's headstone!!!
It took 3 different sketches but I think I am happy. I think.... I am. It is perfect. She is my butterfly and there is one for each day that she was with us. The quote is perfect. Everything is perfect yet I still got all panicky when I gave the final approval. This is it, so final. There are very few things that I get to do for my daughter now that she is gone. I got to plan her funeral and how I wanted people to remember her, and frankly, I think we did a damn good job! I got to pick out the only outfit that she would ever wear and now I get to pick what will be her marker forever. It is really one of the last tangible things that I get to do for her and with that over I feel..... I feel.... sad. Very sad!
I miss my Bean. More than I ever thought possible, I miss my Bean!
I would like to thank Memorials of Angels for donating this headstone to Quinn and our family! Please, if you have a couple of extra dollars to spare, please donate to this wonderful organization!
Happy 9 month birthday Quinn Elise! I love you my sweet darling baby!