My idea of Heaven

I was watching an old rerun of Sex in the City and Carrie asked Big what his idea of Heaven was.  His response was a big bed.  I completely agree.  Every morning, especially weekends, when Ash wakes up in the we bring her into our bed for her to have a bottle and then snuggle.  Sometimes she will go back to sleep which means that we can too and sometimes she doesn't.  The days that she doesn't she crawls around on us and laughs at Zeke, our dog.  This is my favorite time of the day.  I absolutely adore getting snuggle time with my Bug since she is far to busy during the day to be loved on.  This was one of the biggest things that I was looking forward to when we got pregnant with Quinn.  I (we) couldn't wait for our Bean to come and join us during our snuggle time in bed.  I feel like my heart is being ripped out when I think that we might not get this special time with our Bean.  She might not ever get to come snuggle with the 3 of us.  I might have to wait until we all get to Heaven to have that time with my Bean.  So, my idea of Heaven is a giant bed.